Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Im not the type to Blog daily

When I say something, I want to make sure for me, that it's worth putting to paper.

I have lost 23 pounds and I have to say I think I'm scared....

This diet works it really does.  It's powerful, safe, effective and if you have the staying power it WILL reward you with results....

I am noticing that I have been sabotaging myself  and it does not take a rocket scientist to figure it out...I need real help here, pulling myself into each and every moment and making "that moment" on this journey count...aaaaggggghhhhhhhhh!

I can be a stubborn bitch sometimes....I am spoiled...I am a good cook...I LOVE food...and I just wanna eat the way I wanna eat...but God sakes alive, I effin refuse to be over 300 pounds ANYMORE...EVER.....

My be all and end all in life right now is my affordablehcgdiet plan.  I cannot imagine myself doing this without the Shae, Heather, and Jennifer  and the rest of the ladies on this site...Everyone's before, during and after photos, people sharing their struggles and their successes, the questions that get asked and answered, the SALES!!!, the different products, did I say the SALES!!????  Shae cuts us breaks with great regularity and makes the products we are buying and using VERY AFFORDABLE to us.  I personally cannot thank her enough for that....

So right now for this day...this minute...I am a successful affordablehcgdiet girl...I will take this walk day by day and one day at a time...too difficult to try and live more than one day at a time (HAHAHA) , but I know a lot of people who try.

May the Lord of all Blessings watch over us on this journey...Amen!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Getting Busy Just An Excuse???

My thoughts and questions for the day...My youngest son Austin is getting ready to graduate and go to his prom.  Needless to say I have been a busy Mom with plans for him and his graduation and working and caregiving and just being a wife.  Somewhere in there I lost time for myself again and for my protocol!!!v   Though not going back to my old way of eating, I have been very careful not to abuse food.  I have not gained weight because of paying attention to what I put in my mouth, but I have obviously stalled because of falling off the plan....I am disappointed in myself, in my lack of moving forward....that is just today.  Tomorrow I may feel differently.  :)