Coming In For a Landing

Been with the program now for a little over a week.  This is a journey that until now, I have not wanted to take, but...as they say...there is a season for EVERY THING...this is the season of me...There are many "others" in my life and I love each and every one dearly and differently, but when I love someone, I love with "completeness" and as little judgement as possible.  That being said, I have spent a lifetime "loving others" and I wouldn't have it any other way, but here...now...it's time for me to love ME.  53 Years have passed and I believe I have "loving others" pretty close to figured out...Loving myself?????  What a freakin joke!  I have put my feet on a path that I seriously questioned whether or not I would ever go down, but now stopping me would be like stepping in the path of a bullet train.  I will not stop.  I will not surrender.  I will not be weak.  I will stay the course and not waiver.